For the past few days, I've been playing a new game. Its called "The Last". Everything I do, I think to myself, "This is the last time I'll __________ until the baby comes".
Such as:
The last time I'll go to the grocery store.
The last time I fill the car up with gas.
The last day I have with the boys all by myself.
The last doctor's appointment.
The last time I get to have a "sleep in" morning.
The last time I go to church.
The last time I watch "Twilight".
You get the idea.
Its kind of sad. A lot of sad, actually! Things are going to be so different! I'm worried about not being able to pay each kid the same amount of attention. Chris and I will be outnumbered! I don't want anyone to feel unloved or left out. It will be interesting to see how this all plays out, that's for sure.
Tonight I'll be playing a big game of "The Last". On the agenda:
The last time we go to church as a family of 4.
The time I go to sleep at night pregnant.
The last time I kiss my two boys goodnight before they become big brothers.
The last night I spend as the only female in the family.
The last night I spend before my husband and I have a daughter.
Big stuff.
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